Nightmare

she looked in the mirror
and saw someone she didn't know
she's changed for the environment
and she's changed ,well, for the better (or worse)

she chose to close her eyes, and shut her ears
she became oblivious to everything (anything)
she thought this was the solution
but running isn't taking her anywhere

but that's a nightmare she can't runaway from
she can see it the moment she closes her eyes
she would pray and sometimes tears would fall
but who would see? who would care?

they only see her invisible shield
shielding her from arrows
she's becoming strong, and the strength is enough
to mend the heart that was broken so long ago

that's a nightmare she can't runaway from
she can see it the moment she closes her eyes
she would pray and sometimes her tears would fall

caused by the friend she trusted the most
that taught her a lesson
that some secrets can never be disclosed
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story behind the lyrics:
this betrayal thing happened to me 4 years ago, and till this day i still couldn't understand why my best friend would betray me. because of this, i have changed tremendously (became more introverted). now, should i thank this friend of mine for inspiring me to write this lyrics?